haiz!

A day begun with a smile but end with a sour face, Hate the environment around, since come back from the program I don’t really enjoy talking with others, maybe because they don’t give a dam on anything. Just wana me to be out from their life, living in the environment of dust and not organize.

Can find any one my personal belonging that I keep in the cabinet before I left for the program. Missing home but there is no more home. I fell so tense with all happens. I know their wana us to have a big room and a combatable living, but almost 3 month and it still not furnish.

Fell regret that the program ended fast, I really miss home and friend and everyone but the return wasn’t what I aspect.

Home full renovated, ready for moving to my room but the architecture of the room doesn’t give me ideas on what shall I do? Just leave to my mum. Since come back from the program I easy felled lonely and moody. Maybe because I still missing them so much. “52 days with strangers and now we all are family”