A day begun with a smile but end with a sour face, Hate the environment around, since come back from the program I don’t really enjoy talking with others, maybe because they don’t give a dam on anything. Just wana me to be out from their life, living in the environment of dust and not organize.
Can find any one my personal belonging that I keep in the cabinet before I left for the program. Missing home but there is no more home. I fell so tense with all happens. I know their wana us to have a big room and a combatable living, but almost 3 month and it still not furnish.
Fell regret that the program ended fast, I really miss home and friend and everyone but the return wasn’t what I aspect.
Home full renovated, ready for moving to my room but the architecture of the room doesn’t give me ideas on what shall I do? Just leave to my mum. Since come back from the program I easy felled lonely and moody. Maybe because I still missing them so much. “52 days with strangers and now we all are family”
Thursday, February 26, 2009
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
“It Not The Attitude, It Just The Way I’m”
Another year begun with it like other day in the pass year, only the difference is 1st January 2009, the year of Ox. Public holiday and hang around watching program in the satellite TV. Thinking of friends that I meet during my cruise on Nippon Maru. SMS of Happy New Year is full in my mobile inbox. Everyone is happy of the new beginning year. I wasn’t that happy, a lot thing happens during the year pass. There is happiness and there is thing that still in my mind that I cant shares with others.
I’m too quite and keep everything event though a single mistake or happiness with me. I don’t really share with anyone. Life is like a timetable for me, wakeup in the morning, goes to office 9a.m till 6.00p.m. Go back home, watch my hindi tele-series, took dinner, watch news and sleep. 5 days a week that is the timetable, and Saturday & Sunday just hang around at home or visit my grandma in KL.
Life with BF also headache, I really hate him so much till now because he make my life miserable. I can’t really blame him, I also so stupid. People say love is blind and I really agree but in the same time it the time to notice how blind and stupid u are.
Life is so complicated,, so stupid till cant make any decision on time, and when it gone you just wana go back to the pass. Working life is more horrible, working like robot and no one really appreciate it. There only notice us when we did any mistake and scold us like we are so clever. Working in the environment make me fell so frustrated. Some people have a lot of ideas and when wana implements it they go missing.
That y till today I still remember my family and friends on board Nippon Maru, we live in the world of dream and happiness is there. Laugh, shares ideas and the best is ‘Sit, Sleep, Walk, Dance with someone new’ The CCU (Cross Culture Understanding) has implement the ideas and there really did a great jobs.
Moment of life is priceless and you can’t go back!
I’m too quite and keep everything event though a single mistake or happiness with me. I don’t really share with anyone. Life is like a timetable for me, wakeup in the morning, goes to office 9a.m till 6.00p.m. Go back home, watch my hindi tele-series, took dinner, watch news and sleep. 5 days a week that is the timetable, and Saturday & Sunday just hang around at home or visit my grandma in KL.
Life with BF also headache, I really hate him so much till now because he make my life miserable. I can’t really blame him, I also so stupid. People say love is blind and I really agree but in the same time it the time to notice how blind and stupid u are.
Life is so complicated,, so stupid till cant make any decision on time, and when it gone you just wana go back to the pass. Working life is more horrible, working like robot and no one really appreciate it. There only notice us when we did any mistake and scold us like we are so clever. Working in the environment make me fell so frustrated. Some people have a lot of ideas and when wana implements it they go missing.
That y till today I still remember my family and friends on board Nippon Maru, we live in the world of dream and happiness is there. Laugh, shares ideas and the best is ‘Sit, Sleep, Walk, Dance with someone new’ The CCU (Cross Culture Understanding) has implement the ideas and there really did a great jobs.
Moment of life is priceless and you can’t go back!
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